I'm a negative guy.

I'm a negative guy.
I'm a drunk. I'm a 'writer', but all I write about is my complaints,
my problems.
Feelings.
But as a man, it's disgusting.
I fight a lot.
Violence,
It's my least favorite form of communication.
But it seems to be one of my most utilized.
I hate it.

As a man,
It's expected.
Or so they would say.
But to me, it's necessary, and it can be beautiful.
I throw that word around a lot.
I should save it, only when necessary.
But,
I've been using it a lot lately.
And it's been necessary.
Because what other word could be used?

I mean,
just look.